Things don’t always flow in a sensible fashion, from past to future. Trust the intuitive leaps you make today!
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And every day, I hope.
This last year or two, I have learned that one way to help me decide if I want to do something is to talk about it. Often, just the fact of talking about it is enough to know what I really think about it. Because if it's gone after it's been discussed, it was "just" a cool idea which would be fun to implement, but not something I really want to put energy into. A form of putting the seeds into the ground of the universe and seeing what takes root.
So, the day of this reading, I was at retail and following some thoughts to their conclusions - if what I want isn't out there, I can create it myself. Just another version, really, of "if you want something done..."
And for me, it's not, "if you want something done right." If I want something done, then I should do it. It's me who wants it done! The ultimate form of manifestation, right there in the palm of my hands. I want the laundry done, I go do the laundry. Ta da! Even the act of eating food made from someone else's hands requires an energy output. Finding the place to eat, making the order, and exchanging money for services. You manifested that meal, however you look at it.
So, I went out to dinner with my spouse and sat down and talked it out. All the possibilities of how I could manifest my ideal day. He did an excellent job listening.
Which brings us to yesterday's reading:
what are you thinking about? focus on that today. have fun!
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Yesterday, what I was thinking about was happiness. Through my day, as I did my readings and my retail and my relaxation, the happiness guru in me gave me a big long speech. At first, I thought it meant I really wanted to be a motivational speaker! (What makes you happy!?!) And I would probably rock that, if I could find a way to get it started.
But as I was sitting on the couch with my spouse, watching television, I realized the answer was... being a lazy bum also makes me happy. Having enough cash in the bank to enjoy, guilt free, a delicious meal and television of whatever quality. Reading books (Oh! I miss my library). Planning vacations. Playing computer games. Admit it, Lila. Be a woman, deserve your guru title, stand up and admit what makes you happy. Relaxing and playing.
And yes, surprisingly to the selfish Lila, having my husband in a job which makes him happy, makes me happy.
So I applied for some bank jobs last night. My favorite bank had some openings. I've always wanted to work at a bank. And I like the mental image of myself working in a bank. And while I really appreciate the retail job getting me back into the world; and while I enjoy meeting people and making them feel good about themselves, or being cheerful and having fun; the retail world does not feed me. I would like to see if the banking world does. It already has more growth options.
But I had a quandary. I like the number 5. And when I go into banking, I can put that work back under the 'Rithmatic heading of my business. So what is the 5th R in my bag of abilities?
And this is one of the ways posting the rune readings feeds me.... it answers questions. I've already typed it. You've probably already guessed it.
So, let me introduce myself. I am Lila Evans Allen, purveyor of the 5 R's. Reading, Riting, 'Rithmatic, Rumination. and Relaxation.
How can it get better than this?
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LIR 7714 - HagalazR & Berkano
We don’t need big, drastic changes to increase our comfort.
The desire for more nurturing will not destroy our worlds.
Breathe in. What do I want? Breathe out.
I hope you have a great day!
-Lila
-Lila
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