Sunday, July 27, 2014

LIR 72414 - Blank Rune


Looks like some decisions are being made today. 
Review your needs, your wants, your dreams, 
so when it comes time to give your answer, 
you can speak with your Truth.
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The "review" tended toward a lot of - "not that".  "Nope."  "Definitely don't want to be a part of that."  With one or two "Eeewwww"s.  

Perhaps it was more than that, though.  Perhaps, as I look back, I can say that along with the rejection of things undesired, I stood up for, stood in the circle of the things, emotions, dreams, truths I do desire.  I, maybe embodied, maybe held the space for, or maybe did a lot of picking and choosing, and connected with only those aspects I wanted around me.  Whether it was at retail or ritual.

And it feels like it's coming back to faith.  Faith in myself.  I don't, consciously, know the exact picture of what will make me happy.  I don't know, consciously, all the myriad of possibilities available.  So, I am casting my net wide.  Each time something sparks a "hmm, I wonder if I'd like that?" I send out a feeler.  And then, once the connection is made, I know a little more of how I feel about it.  Because I can always say no.  Or yes.  Or maybe.

But until I am connected, I can't actually know the reality of it.

There really is an element of, "if you want something done, you have to do it yourself."    Which sometimes feels grumbly, because shouldn't everything I want fall into my lap?  But, this being a free will species, EVERYONE gets to choose how they deliver it, or if they deliver it at all.  Everyone gets to say no, or yes, or maybe.

So, we connect.  And we explore the shared reality.  And then I trust myself, and through myself the universe, to bring the right things closer.  To open the doors which will lead to that state of happiness, to that place and job and existence and energy exchange which feeds me.  The place where my Truth is not only accepted, but lauded.  Or debated with friendly intent so I can find more Truth.

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LIR 72714 - Uraz
what do you consider to be your earthly foundations? What, who is really supporting you financially, healthily?
And what, who are you supporting? Healthily?
I hope you have a great day!
-Lila

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