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I can't say that the inspiration has come, but maybe the balance has. By taking each moment as its own, I am working slowly and steadily.
I have the goal, in my head, what the finished product is or needs to be (like getting the taxes filed.) And I am working bit by bit toward that goal. But there are many goals, in this busy and exciting year. So, the balance is feeling which goal I wish to work at the moment, and letting myself go with that flow.
Much of the medical stuff has been less frustrating that it could be because Kaiser calls us and asks questions! (Talk about balance coming to us.) We didn't have to gather up the time and energy to call them. (Why oh why does talking to health care persons seem so stressful? talk about perception of judgement!)
Which, actually, is inspiration in itself. Inspiration for myself. And a balance between average and personal. I answer the health questions truthfully (owning my shit); I listen to advice, opinions and suggestions (cause after all, I have chosen to consult with these people); and then I make decisions and take responsibility for my issues. Whether those decisions fall into the "should" line or not, is totally up to me. Cause it is my body. I'm the one who has to live with it.
So there. Nyah.
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The universe has no suggestions today. One breath at a time. Yay us!
I hope you have a great day!
-Lila
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