LIR 12914 RaidoR

Want to go, go, go?  Wait a moment.  Is it the desire for movement, or the readiness to take the next step which compels you?

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This was actually a very humorous reading, because I had plans, before I did the reading, to go on-site for a client.  Nothing scheduled, but I didn't have a lot of hours logged in the previous week, and I had some filing I wanted to get done.  Even as I read these runes, even as I taped and typed, I thought, yes, but, I really need to go.  This reading doesn't apply to me.  This filing needs to be done!

I got all the way to the garage.  And I took a deep breath, and listened to myself, and myself said, "Don't go."

So I didn't.  I stomped back to the house, berating all the way.  Was I afraid to go to the office?  Did I not want to drive?  Was I being lazy?  Am I a freak?  (well, yes.  But my preferred term is fey.)

First, I really had to go to the bathroom.  So, I was grateful I hadn't been driving when that urge overwhelmed me.

But second, it turns out I wasn't necessarily afraid of something, I was avoiding it.  I was trying to use the busy work of filing to avoid the harder work of year's end processing.  I suppose I hoped if I didn't look at it, it would do itself.  Seriously, where are the accounting elves?  I have plenty of milk and, well, no cookies, but, um, popcorn!  I have popcorn!

So, I did buckle down and get the "right" work done.  (And I did reward myself with popcorn.)  But it's interesting how I was trying so hard to keep the landscape about something else.  Makes me wonder how many other things I've avoided by being virtuously productive?

Meanwhile, there have been other quick readings, but the one below is the one I did this morning.   

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LIR 2314  Perthro & MannazR

Is the energy you're putting out there what you want to put out there?  Is your influence in line with your truths?


I hope you have a great day!
-Lila