LIR 42215 IsaR & Ansaz in Air

(no pictures this week, cuz they're on the other computer)

This will not be a week of isolation, hibernation. It is a week to expect all sorts of energy interactions.

   If the question is to stay home or to go out? Go out.

   If the question is "whose energy is this?" The answer might be, someone else's.

Remember, there are many ways to leave our happy hidey holes. One good way is communication - through writing, social media, phones, videos, packages. Even meditation.

And there may a lot of ideas, a lot of inspiration this week. Do you have a good system for filing it? Cataloging? Putting it someplace you can easily find it again? Because when there's a stream of thoughts, sometimes it's all we can do to write them down. We'll have to flesh them out later.

Chances are it will be difficult to find a minute of peace this week. So be ready. Make your own. Know when you absolutely need to have a few minutes of mindlessness.  And know when you're just nervous or unsure. Is it truth or fear which is keeping you and your thoughts tucked inside?

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So how was your week, last week? Did you make it through with your truth intact? With your peace?

Mine went by so quickly, so fully, I can analyze it completely. But I can say there was a moment of despair as I contemplated this trip I am currently on... the Threshold Choir gathering. For no good reason, of course, except those last minute... I don't want to say dragons of despair, because I think of dragons as majestic and forceful and kind of imminent... and these thoughts are less solid, so they kind of slide around the daily thoughts and preparations until suddenly I'm sitting in front of the computer thinking, do I really want to do this? What kind of person will I be at this event?

But obviously, I did travel. I did not stay in isolation. And I'm sure I'll be glad I did, once I find my voice. (But that's a topic for another blog.)

As for the inspiration, I felt I came closer to getting all my ideas organized. I feel compulsively that I must gather them all in one place, before I get started on the writing part of the writing again. Not only to try and find the lost pieces of ideas, but I think, so that I can write with the confidence that I will always be able to find what I've done. As I type this out (Hoping i actually sound coherent) I realize it's a form of honoring my work. It is important enough to me to be filed with as much care as the taxes. Or the medical files. These are my babies.

Beyond the reading, since I have you here, I have to say I feel like I'm slamming into all these realities, and truths. Solidifying things. Not becoming so much as discovering. Fulfilling? manifesting! It's a bit disconcerting from the inside and I often revert to old patterns, but oh, the glory and freedom of remembering, it's all practice.

I hope you have a great week!
-Lila

LIR 41215 Ansaz & Wunjo

It looks like Information, inspiration, communication

is coming in to you regarding or from your Clan.

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Clan is a funny thing. It can be the family of your blood. The family of your profession. The family of your interests. The family of your heart.

I have a family of blood, of course. One I keep contact with *G*. And I had a very interesting (and unexpected) meditation communication with one member.  It was cool, when I finished questioning the possibilities and just allowed it to be.

I have family of the heart, definately. People I have come to consider bosom companions, and with whom i actually discuss things I consider private. Nothing unusual came in to play with them yesterday.

Family of my profession & interests. There was a definite message about both on what kind of teacher (coach) I hope I am, and what kind of teacher I prefer to work with to further my learning. You have to know your stuff. Be able to articulate your stuff. Be able to use different approaches if I'm not getting it. Critic, but do not express judgment - either of me, or of yourself in how well you're doing at teaching. (At least during the class. When we've gone our separate ways, express judgment all you want.)

I have received one other message - I prefer to be with, learn from, people who celebrate their activities, feel the passion, "do it because they love it". For them, I am happy to return energy in the form of cash, or time, or service.

I hope you have a great day!
-Lila

LIR 62614 - Ansaz

Listen. To yourself. To others. To the music all around.  

Hear.      The wisdom.              The guidance.                     The truth.

Receive. The message.The inspiration. The easy happiness.

Live.

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Yup.  Totally rocked this today.  Or it totally rocked me.  rom the beginning it helped me.  Because I am a writer.  And listening is the best way to be inspired - for stories, for characters, and for my life.   More fun, I asked people about their thoughts on a subject I was contemplating today, and received much inspiration.

And there was a second part.  Tell the story.  Pass the inspiration along.  Or at least it's the second part for me, writer and counselor.  For others, the passion of the inspiration may take another form.

I hope you have as great a day as I had today!

-Lila

LIR 3314 Taiwaz, WunjoR, Ansaz

View today's choices as would a general on a battlefield, with an eye for the best over-all picture. 

 Sure, the clan has opinions, but the best choice is your choice & discussion could fog the issue.

This situation may lead to more inspiration or communication.

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I have to admit, nothing I can think of fits this reading.

Now, as something to ponder, as words of advice, maybe.  Especially if planning for the move.  Or the knowledge of a famous quote, "Most plans don't survive the battle." which means, you can plan all you want but you have to be flexible.

Shrug.  I do not know.

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LIR 3414 - Naihwaz

The objective is in sight, and all the necessary tools are in your possession.  To achieve your goal, all you have to do is keep focus and keep moving forward.

I hope you have a great day!

-Lila

LIR 2614 Mannaz & Ansaz

Be patient, be attentive; be still.  The balance, the inspiration, will come to you, but it has to be able to find you.

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I can't say that the inspiration has come, but maybe the balance has.  By taking each moment as its own, I am working slowly and steadily.

I have the goal, in my  head, what the finished product is or needs to be (like getting the taxes filed.)  And I am working bit by bit toward that goal.  But there are many goals, in this busy and exciting year.  So, the balance is feeling which goal I wish to work at the moment, and letting myself go with that flow.

Much of the medical stuff has been less frustrating that it could be because Kaiser calls us and asks questions!  (Talk about balance coming to us.)  We didn't have to gather up the time and energy to call them.  (Why oh why does talking to health care persons seem so stressful?  talk about perception of judgement!)

Which, actually, is inspiration in itself.  Inspiration for myself.  And a balance between average and personal.  I answer the health questions truthfully (owning my shit); I listen to advice, opinions and suggestions (cause after all, I have chosen to consult with these people); and then I make decisions and take responsibility for my issues.  Whether those decisions fall into the "should" line or not, is totally up to me.  Cause it is my body.  I'm the one who has to live with it.

So there.  Nyah.

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LIR 2714  nothing

The universe has no suggestions today.  One breath at a time.  Yay us!

I hope you have a great day!
-Lila

10813 - Ansaz

Ansaz in Earth: Positive talk can create positive things.  "Talk hard!" (from Pump up the Volume)

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Hmm.  I can't say if this had any effect today.  Looking back on my communications... I did communicate with people today.  But...  if there was influence on my activities today, it was not conscious (or recognizable by me).  

I hope you had a great day!

-Lila