Friday, April 3, 2015

LIR 4315 - Mannaz

What area of your life, business, dreams could use a little practice today? 


In order to have that perfect balance, every leg of the foundation must be equally strong.
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Today, this rune seemed to apply not to a situation, or to balance (or at least not to my balance) but to actual human nature. Today, a human walked into the room and disturbed my rune reading for tomorrow - which means there is no video, though it is posted on Tumblr & Twitter.

I video tape the readings - hence the noise was a factor in my frustration. Also, there is no separate room for readings, or office work, or television. We are very communal in our daily lives. Which means going with the flow.

But I was in the middle of the reading!

It felt so disrespectful. Because, of course, running through my head are all the thoughts, "if I'd walked in on him at work, he wouldn't be laughing." But the intention was simply for him to enter the room. Earlier than expected. Without notice, because he thought I'd be disturbed by an early phone call.

Ah, human nature. We try to balance what we feel versus what we think they want. And it often ends up in a debacle. Perhaps the balance comes in allowing the pithy and snarky comments, then letting everything settle back into itself without holding meaningless grudges. And, of course, learning from the problems. Communicating...

So maybe that is the area which needs balance. Communication. Such as, how to either notify a reading is in progress, or how we both can behave if he does walk in on another reading. (like, no slamming the door!)

I am grateful that I am practicing - as opposed to "perfect". Things break. we try again.

Anyhoo, though there is a reading for tomorrow - printed, not taped - I won't be commenting on it until the next day. So I will talk to you later!

I hope you have a great day (twice!)
-Lila

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