No new advice; you're doing well.
You have all your pointers, there's no more to tell.
Breathe, expand, to thyself be true
And every choice will be right for you.
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Actually, the most interesting part about this reading, to me, is that I didn't have the time, space, mental energy to do readings the next few days. So this one carried me through some very stress filled events.
Now stress, like trauma, isn't good or bad, it simply is different from the routine.
But, I will say, these events were combinations of pleasant and "oh, really?" Most of it was about information received relating to my heart attack.
The heart attack was many years ago.
The choices and events leading up to the heart attack were many years ago.
All those decisions are over and done with and irrelevant at this point, except for the consequences. And this week I received more information about some of the consequences of the heart attack and the resulting medical procedures.
And I'll be honest, part of me wanted to sue someone. I finally understand the impulse... it means someone else is to blame and i don't have to take responsibility for the possible future limitations. But, the truth is, there is no one to sue. Everyone did their best and made their choices of the moments according to their truths. Especially myself.
So, I mourned and celebrated, because information received means having a specific focus for healing. And it put some fears to rest. So while grieving, I also celebrated. Because, all my choices are right, right? And i choose to heal fully, and I choose to refuse to be limited by my body. I'm going to be one of those "miracle" people, who comes back from a major physical event better and stronger. Because I choose to.
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LIR 5114 - Ingwaz
Your garden may start coming alive today, particularly in areas you're passionate about.
I hope you have a great day!
-Lila
Now stress, like trauma, isn't good or bad, it simply is different from the routine.
But, I will say, these events were combinations of pleasant and "oh, really?" Most of it was about information received relating to my heart attack.
The heart attack was many years ago.
The choices and events leading up to the heart attack were many years ago.
All those decisions are over and done with and irrelevant at this point, except for the consequences. And this week I received more information about some of the consequences of the heart attack and the resulting medical procedures.
And I'll be honest, part of me wanted to sue someone. I finally understand the impulse... it means someone else is to blame and i don't have to take responsibility for the possible future limitations. But, the truth is, there is no one to sue. Everyone did their best and made their choices of the moments according to their truths. Especially myself.
So, I mourned and celebrated, because information received means having a specific focus for healing. And it put some fears to rest. So while grieving, I also celebrated. Because, all my choices are right, right? And i choose to heal fully, and I choose to refuse to be limited by my body. I'm going to be one of those "miracle" people, who comes back from a major physical event better and stronger. Because I choose to.
******************************************************
LIR 5114 - Ingwaz
Your garden may start coming alive today, particularly in areas you're passionate about.
I hope you have a great day!
-Lila
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